an update on the vegan adventure

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I mentioned that Joe and I are going on a bit of a (semi)Vegan Adventure this summer. As I type this, Joe & I are at the kitchen table eating vegan things and sipping gin & tonic. We’re guzzling water with spearmint leaves, because we’re struggling to find something more original to do with spearmint leaves. So far, this summer has led to some serious successes… and some slips into pizza ordering.

That said, I feel good. I feel like I’m waking up with the sun; I feel like I want to be moving; I feel like leaning back and letting the sun wash over my face until I begin to see spots mixed with the black behind my closed eyes.

This is important. This, right now, is the first summer that Joe & I have spent together–or rather, simply, wholly together. There were the summers of 2007 & 2008 of awkward, dating-still-seems-new long-distance, when we parted ways for college summers–one quite drastically, as I went to France for classes. There was 2009, when I lived with Joe in St. Louis but work schedules meant were we only together late on weekday evenings. There was 2010, when I was in Ohio & he was in St. Louis, and then there was the wedding, and the moving abroad. There was 2011, when we were coming back to the States and visiting family and moving between family houses and driving through the Midwest and moving to our apartment. There was 2012, when Joe flew across the Western half of the country as a reading program substitute teacher.

Now, there is 2013. We are moving, but only from one side of town to the other. We are working, but normal hours and within 15 minutes of each other. We are traveling, but together.

nori_rolls1It makes each meal we prepare more meaningful and each morning at market or in the garden feel like a gift. We’ve done something active, from walking to biking to playing basketball, five of the last seven days. We’ve been to the farmers’ market and mostly avoided wasting what we buy.

summer2013_9We’ve been thinning out our lives, forming a marriage bucket list & planning for the big move. We put out peppers and tomatoes, broccoli, Brussels sprouts & herbs. Strawberries are also growing in our community garden plot, a sign that for the next several years we intend to be in this space.

For a long time, I’ve been afraid of the word “settling.” People my age, when startled by the idea that I’ve been married for nearly three years, say that they’re not ready to “settle down.” I’m puzzled by this, because neither am I. And I feel pushed to try, see & be more with Joe than I would feel on my own–I’d be hidden away with a bottle of gin & Mad Men DVDs until my friends started gradually buying me more bunnies; I’d maybe go to the park and feed pigeons my stale bread.

The strawberries feel less like settling and more like living our lives, no matter for what time span, in the exact way we mean to spend them. I was afraid that planting the strawberries, which can take a few years to be fully established, would launch me into a panic–are we nearing an age where we stop trying to be adventurous?

No. And while we crave a place to put down deeper roots–and asparagus and cherry trees and blueberries–we also still crave adventure. So while the budget has limited us to this simple vegan adventure for the summer of 2013, the joy of being together is challenging us and making us grow as much as any backpacking trek or road trip might. We’re feeling rather whole again.

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Yesterday morning, I sat down at the table with a stack of cookbooks and some Post Its. I marked off all the simple, summer flavor-filled recipes for us to try. Tomato salads and new ways to use eggplant. Green beans. New blends of spices. We’re trying to give ourselves the time at market, walking through each aisle before rushing off. Buying what looks best, preserving as the season goes on & taking time to try new things with familiar and new ingredients.

summer2013_11We’re using a larger mix of grains, including more barley, spelt & oats in our diet and reducing wheat. Do I think a gluten-free life is important for us? No. But I think Wheatless Wednesdays carry as much weight as Meatless Mondays. Diversity is the name of the game for health, & many of these other grains have less stripped away–more of a nutrient punch, filling, lots of options for playing with recipes.

We’re having fun. And we hope you are, too. What do your summer adventures look like?

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week 23

Woohoo. So, this week was a mix of serious successes–I’m packing salads for lunch again–and mishaps–we at chili fries & beers for dinner. Overall, until I started having some serious anxiety/emotional issues that resulted in all kinds of shameless chocolate consumption, crying, napping & lethargy, the week was going well.

I was hoping to post more this week, but it’s been job interview after job hunt after job-doing. But this weekend promises to provide a lot of rich material for next week, and I have a post about bees in the works.

This weekend is exciting because (1) after a year in Thailand, a dear friend is not only back in the States but coming to visit and (2) our CSA starts. I’m sharing the farmers’ market, my favorite brunch spot & the Orchard with her–we have a busy Saturday planned.

MENU

Breakfast: smoothies or granola & almond milk

Meals: 
Sat. lunch: homemade tomato, ramp & asparagus pizza
Sat. dinner: a dinner fundraiser for work
Sun. lunch: 
 barley with ramps, asparagus, radishes & parmesan cheese
Sun. dinner:
 burgershomemade pickles & milkshakes
Mon. lunch:
 barley with ramps, asparagus, radishes &  cheese
Mon. dinner: burgershomemade pickles & milkshakes
Tues. lunch: spinach salad with lentils, strawberries, shredded beet, shredded carrot
Tues. dinner: sandwiches
Wed. lunch: more barley business with eggs on top 
Wed. dinner: frozen pizza
Thurs. lunch:  spinach salad with lentils, strawberries, shredded beet, shredded carrot
Thurs. dinner: a hot mess of fries while watching the Pacers’ game (which was also, coincidentally, a hot mess)
Fri. lunch: nori rolls & salads
Fri. dinner: vegan mac & cheese and salad

Snacks: chips & salsa, mixed nuts, sandwich cookies

GROCERIES

Farmers’ Market ($30)
1 bunch ramps
spinach
carrots
1 quart strawberries
1 bunch radishes
1 cucumber
1 head cauliflower
1 habenero pepper plant
3 jalapeño pepper plants
1 bell pepper plant

From the Co-op ($45)
almond butter
pomegranate-blueberry juice
frozen pizza
sundried tomatoes
1 nasturtium plant
2 cartons of almond milk
Parmesan cheese
1 sweet potato
1 lbs. granola
bananas
1 mango
1 avocado
2 cans coconut milk
edamame
1 lb. pasta

WASTE

  • lots of compost
  • a salad I couldn’t finish
  • some recycling odds & ends
  • the end of some barley stuff we didn’t get to before it got slimy
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Mother’s Day 2013

graduationHappy Mother’s Day, Mom!

My mom showed me how to be an empowered, independent woman. I’m excited to pass that on to my own children in the coming years, and I could never express enough gratitude.

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week 22

nori_rolls2We’re doing it! Baby steps toward a more whole-foods diet. The good old days, when we could prepare meals & eat them at a table & use produce before it went bad.

Well. Except last night, when for the third day in a row I felt like all I could do was sleep. I made Joe go to the store for a frozen pizza. The bright side: It was $5 instead of $20 to order a pizza. So still. Thinking differently about our food, being more frugal, and acknowledging that we’re not perfect.

We tried some great new foods & went back to some classics. So far, the semi-vegan adventure is feeling pretty good. I even WORKED OUT this week. I’m a whole new woman! What did you eat this week that just made you feel good? For us, it was those nori rolls. Fresh, tasty & filling.

MENU

Breakfast: smoothies or cereal & milk or oatmeal

Meals: 
Sat. lunch: brunch at a post-graduation reception
Sat. dinner: bread, cheese, grapes, leftovers from Feast
Sun. lunch:  pasta (with Parmesan, sausage & garden veggies), salad & garlic toast
Sun. dinner:
 grilled cheese
Mon. lunch:
 leftover pasta (with Parmesan, sausage & garden veggies)
Mon. dinner: nori rolls with edamame wasabi spread
Tues. lunch: leftovers
Tues. dinner: fried rice with veggies & eggs
Wed. lunch: grilled cheese with mozzarella, tomato, basil & avocado on Italian bread
Wed. dinner: eggs & toast
Thurs. lunch: tortilla chips, carrots & hummus + a strawberry-banana smoothie
Thurs. dinner:
I plead the fifth. Okay, okay. It was frozen pizza.
Fri. lunch: leftover pizza, carrots & hummus, strawberry smoothie
Fri. dinner: spicy lentil rolls

Snacks: almonds, carrots

ALL ORGANIC GROCERIES ($60)

eggs
yellow tomato
2 avocados
tortilla chips
fresh mozzarella
cucumbers
grapeseed oil
bulb of garlic
hot chili paste (my new favorite condiment)
nori (seaweed wrappers)
2 lbs. wheat bread flour
1.5 lbs. beets
.5 lbs. carrots
can of beans
cilantro
1 lb. Indiana asparagus
green onions

WASTE

  • a moldy, disgusting old yogurt
  • cup of milk that went sour–way, way sour
  • part of a salad I couldn’t finish
  • a cup of soup I forgot at work… for two weeks
  • lots of compost
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reaping the rewards…

morels…without the work.

So. We cheated on this whole “foraging” thing. I’ve been looking for a good guidebook & a person in town with ideas about where morels are. (Or rather, a person willing to share where morels are. They’re a hot commodity & can get $50 a pound at market, so those who seek don’t like to share. I can’t blame them.)

So. We also ate things more quickly than we took pictures. Meaning our gorgeous ramps & morels are undocumented. Okay, I snapped a quick shot with my camera, but from there it was straight into a skillet of melted butter.

Spring in Bloomington has foodies more on edge than any other time of year. Like a dog afraid of snow, they’re waiting at the door the second the ground begins to thaw, durable walking shoes and a mesh bag in hand.

Two foraged goodies are at the top of the list. Ramps, a wild leek whose greens are as tasty as the small onion bulb. And morels, a mushroom coveted for their rarity, their ability to soak up butter & their nutty, earthy flavor.

Ramps, an allium (member of the onion family), grow throughout the wooded areas of Indiana. These tasty surprises are pretty easy to identify. Their broad leaves have a distinct shape & texture. And as you can imagine, they smell like onions. Not a lot of risk here. Regardless, we didn’t really have time to forage. When I saw clusters of the wild leeks all washed and delicately bound in twine at the farmers’ market, I nearly swooned. It was completely unfair–I should be digging these out of mud while wearing a rain jacket.

No time to complain. I grabbed a bunch, asked the farmer-forage (an interesting farm that specializes in tree products like chicory chips, black walnuts & maple syrup) how he most likes to prepare them, he quickly rattled off options that made my mouth water: in omelets, on pizza, in stir fry.

Did you say, “Pizza?”

Joe & I have become completely addicted to this pizza crust. No sauce. Just toppings, cheese & a thin crust that crisps in a hot oven. Oven to belly in <10 minutes. We sautéed ramps with just about any other green imaginable, covered the crust with it, threw on some cheese & sun-dried tomatoes… and at far too much pizza. 

In summary, ramps are glorious. Mild onion flavor. Incredible aroma. Greens–something I adore. Quick cook time. Also tasty raw without the heartburn of more intense, larger onions.

What I’ve been told are the key to foraging ramps: I’m looking forward to foraging for ramps, but also replanting a portion of what we find to increase rather than rob from the population. I know it’s hard, but try not to eat a portion of your haul, so that you secure a harvest (and the species) in future years.

On Tuesday, Joe came home from class with a plastic container of what looked like brains left over from a lab experiment. Turns out, one of his students is a seasoned morel gatherer. He was sweet enough to share probably a half pound of them with Joe–even soaked them in some salt water to pull out any larvae that may be living in them…

I know. It can happen. And it terrifies me. But they float out & you rise it off, gag, then pretend it never happened. Fortunately, ours were larvae-free–though Joe insists he’d eat them, larvae & all. The boy is really into this survival business.

We tossed the morels in with greens & potatoes for a great lunch, then–I know it’s shocking–we put them on our pizza for dinner with ramps & other greens. These mushrooms are the bee’s knees.* Tender. Eager to soak up flavors. Earthy, unique flavor.

What I’ve been told are the keys to foraging morels: Carry them in a mesh bag, so that spores can scatter as you walk through the woods. If you forage into a plastic bag, you could lose loads of potential future harvests.  Rinse them. And, most importantly, research the difference between morels & things that look like morels but are poisonous & might kill you.

What are you foraging these days? Are you using a guidebook that you particularly enjoy? If not, how’d you gain your mad foraging skillz?

*Because bees have knees in which they collect pollen, their protein source–because bees are insanely awesomely cool.

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week 21

v515_4There were so many great food adventures this week. We found our new favorite pizza. We confirmed that barley with greens & cheese is the best way to consume grain. We got back to more holistic eating. We had some great new foraged flavors, which I’ll talk more about next week. (We didn’t get the fun of finding ramps & morels ourselves, but we came upon them through a series of happy events.) We broke bread with several groups of friends & had some incredible desserts.

This is graduation weekend, so I’ve been busy running through town to find summer work, turn in final paperwork & complete all of the university-related items on the endless to-do list. Now, I’m waiting for family to arrive for lots of sparkling wine, sitting outside & cupcakes.

MENU

Breakfast: smoothies or granola & almond milk

Meals: 
Sat. lunch: granola & almond milk (after starting the day way late)
Sat. dinner: nachos with refried beans, avocado, tomato & sour cream
Sun. lunch: 
 barley with ramps, asparagus, salad turnips, Swiss chard & parmesan cheese
Sun. dinner:
 homemade pizza party with friends (+ no-bake layer bars)
Mon. lunch:
 peanut butter sandwich & banana
Mon. dinner: salad & French fries, celebrating the end of our capstone project
Tues. lunch: MORE OF THAT PIZZA OMG NOMS
Tues. dinner: stir fry with tofu, carrots, bell pepper & asparagus
Wed. lunch: spinach & summer squash pizza with goat cheese
Wed. dinner: more stir fry with tofu, carrots, bell pepper & asparagus
Thurs. lunch:  leftover rice, refried beans, tomato & veggies
Thurs. dinner: MORE pizza, this time with goat cheese, greens, morels (!!!) & salad turnips
Fri. lunch: cleaning-out-the-fridge leftovers
Fri. dinner: celebrations with the family at Feast

Snacks: almonds, carrots, no-bake layer bar

GROCERIES

Farmers’ Market ($25)
ramps
1 lb. coffee
Swiss chard
cilantro
2 tomato plants
salad turnips

From the Co-op ($60)
granola
almond milk
pepperjack cheese
bananas
flour
seaweed snacks (like kale chips)
local asparagus
yellow tomato
habanero pepper
bell pepper
tortilla chips
almonds
cashews

For our dinner party ($25)
goat cheese
fresh mozzarella
red wine
Chardonnay
6-pack of Oberon

WASTE

  • moldy, old salsa
  • a stale pita
  • plastic packaging from bulk goods & baking ingredients
  • a moldy container salsa
  • lots of compost–actually going to the compost again
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summer: the vegan adventure

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Summer vacation is here. My goals: Read a lot. Write even more. Drink good beer, and more importantly, starting eating real food again.

My diet has been a lot of things…

I’ve tried to eat as little as possible for as long as possible.

I’ve been vegetarian. I’ve been vegan. I’ve done these things well, and I’ve done them poorly–relying on processed fake foods with really no better impact on the environment or my body than the original.

I’ve given up all rules & ate what I felt my body needed. Turned out my body needed steak tartare & a lot of bread. Oh, the gluttony of knowing you’ll only be in France for a year & gorging yourself on cheese & baguette… I think I’m still carrying that year around my midsection.

I’ve been in grad school. Enough said.

And it’s all led me here, to the end of the longest month of my life. Through a time when I ate shameful amounts of frozen, processed food. Food that left me tired, bloated, sad & broke. Food that didn’t feed anything. It didn’t feed my body well; it didn’t nourish my spirit; it sure didn’t do anything positive for the environment. We were still shopping at the co-op; we were going to the farmers’ market. But I was mostly eating… well, anything for free from anywhere. Coffee cake at work. Pizza anywhere on campus that would pass it out for free.

It’s led me here, to two main realizations: (1) I hate rules, especially when it comes to food. Because your meal should never make you feel like a failure. (2) I feel a lot better when I’m eating wholesome, fresh foods. It’s that simple. Combine those two things and you get Summer 2013: The Vegan Adventure.

This is not about rules. We’re not going strictly vegan. There will always be some cheese. And eggs. And I will not feel bad about it.

This is very much about living well & feeling whole again. Through all of my different diet labels, I’ve been trying to find the best way to eat my ethics. That’s been no meat; it’s been meat only when I knew the way in which it lived–and died. Now, it’s not really meat unless I really want it, can afford it & could look at the farm feeling confident in my choice to eat its product. It’s been only organic, though that diet has it’s own problems and still let me eat a lot of boxed mac & cheese.

This, the vegan adventure, is applying all the things I feel about food. Putting our ethics &  morels morals to work for three months to reform the habits lost over graduate school. It’s activity to calm the body, literature to educate it & whole foods to nourish it. It’s more varied grains & more seasonal vegetables. It’s the occasional block of cheese.

It’s transitioning from spending on all butter-and-egg baking to some more wholesome, nutritious goodies filled with nuts, dates & coconut milk–learning to use healthy ingredients in new ways without spending more money. (While balancing the fact that these are not local goods…) It’s no boxes of pre-made goods & no frozen, fake “meats.”

It’s living more seasonally, but also within our modest means. We’re taking time to prepare food, sit down, & eat it. We don’t all always have this luxury, but we can learn how to make it work. How many wholesome casseroles or stews can you whip together in a few Sunday afternoon hours? A lot. How much does it save when you stop buying lunch out at work? Loads.

It’s remembering that seasonal eating & time to cook isn’t a sacrifice. It’s an incredible blessing, one that few people outside of the Midwestern United States can really understand. The variety of food that this land will bring us is–well, it just doesn’t even seem fair.

So, this summer we’re getting back to our dietary roots & weeding out the extra habits we’ve gotten into. (Sorry–garden puns are just too easy.) We’re gathering inspiration on this Vegan Adventure Pinterest board, but this isn’t all food. We’re hoping to read & talk about some great, food-focused books as well; you can find those on the Books to Live By board. We’re also hoping to get back in shape, exercising & spending more time outside. So, what does this all mean?

1. I’ve been feeling the impact of a less-than-wholesome diet. Extrapolate that out to my lifetime, then extrapolate that to millions of American lifetimes and you get this: a massive obesity epidemic. We’re fighting back, cutting out the unneeded purchases & empty calories. We’re making each meal, each snack, each ingredient count.

2. We’ve been spending more at the grocery than is necessary. We need to trim spending, especially through the more, umm, austere summer months. Relying on whole foods is hands down the best way to do this: more filling ingredients, often with less packaging. That means more of each dollar spent on the actual food than on the extra stuff.

3. This should be fun. There are so many great ways to make healthy, wholesome meals. So many fun ways to twist recipes. So many crazy-looking vegetables that grow in the coming warm months. It’s about rejoicing in a seasonal harvest, getting better about food preservation & reducing waste.

4. It’s also about having the diet be a part of a lifestyle, from increased physical activity to a stronger sense of place. So let’s do this: let’s build the next phase of our life here, this summer. Let’s stop going through diet phases that only touch on part of what we believe. Let’s leave those frozen pizzas behind & embrace everything we love about food. Finally. Once & for all. So that the adventure doesn’t stop when school starts back up. This is just the beginning…

Cheers!

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week 20

GRAD_SCHOOLThe past two weeks have been the hardest of my life. There was very little sleep, lots of editing, lots of presenting, lots of writing, very little eating. Ok, there was a lot of eating. But I can’t remember ever having actual meals.

So. There’s no food update this week. There are two life updates, though:

1. After a presentation on Monday, I am done with graduate school. Except for starting a PhD in the fall. Regardless, I’m excited that this will no longer be my life. Yeah, four more years of summer vacations with random jobs! Woohoo!

2. Next week, we’ll start the Vegan Adventure, which is less about strict veganism & more about rediscovering wholesome, simple foods. 

Now, excuse me. I’m going to sleep for the next 48 hours.

 

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week 19

v515_4This week was a #$*&ing nightmare.

So, I ate a lot of frozen pizza. Go ahead. Judge. I’m just crying at home alone, anyway.

MENU

Breakfast: smoothies or homemade granola & almond milk

Meals: 
Sat. lunch: brunch at FARM
Sat. dinner: red beans & rice, mango salsa & tortilla chips
Sun. lunch: 
 random stuff while working at an event
Sun. dinner:
 pizza
Mon. lunch:
 leftover pizza
Mon. dinner: soba kale & slivered Brussels sprouts
Tues. lunch: cabbage & lentil soup
Tues. dinner: eggs & potatoes
Wed. lunch: random things at events on campus (#gradstudent)
Wed. dinner: soft-boiled egg salad on fresh bread
Thurs. lunch:  cabbage & lentil soup with homemade bread
Thurs. dinner: pizza, chips & salsa
Fri. lunch: pizza
Fri. dinner: more egg salad

Snacks: almonds, carrots, no-bake layer bar

WASTE

  • plastic packaging from bulk goods & baking ingredients
  • a moldy container of root vegetables
  • a salad I forgot to eat
  • som extra lettuce we didn’t turn into a salad quick enough
  • lots of compost–actually going to the compost again
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my favorite season

baseball_moviesNext Thursday, softball season starts. My second year playing on a city slow-pitch team with my boss. Nothing–I mean nothing–smells better than the combination of a worn ball glove, a clay field & a freshly cut outfield.

I love baseball. It’s in my blood. I’m from a Reds family, so the fact that I now love rooting for the Cardinals (who’re having a decent start to the season) is a bit of a controversy. Every family should have a baseball controversy. In honor of my favorite season, I’m hoping to have a bit of a baseball movie marathon when I’m done with school. Baseball movies make the best sports movies. Here are my favorites.

TheNatural1. The Natural: For starters, Robert Redford. And the cast is amazing. If you need another reason… it’s a story of natural, graceful talent.

The-Sandlot2. Sandlot: “You play ball like a girl.” If you’ve never put on Chucks & thought you could fly over a fence, I don’t understand your childhood.

Leagueoftheirown3. A League of Their Own: The best quotes, the best cast, the best time period. And we get to see women as athletes. I only have one sister, & she’s younger… so I always wanted this movie to become our life story. Minus the drama–we’d work it out & stay Peaches.

moneyball4. Moneyball: The story of an underdog team & a revolution in baseball. God, I love this movie. It was the first time I remember saying, “Statistics is amazing!” So, I think I owe this movie a lot of thanks.

field_of_dreams5. Field of Dreams: Duh. I mean, come on. Every ball lover’s dream.

pride-of-the-yankees6. The Pride of the Yankees: Don’t mishear me. I hate the Yankees. but, man. The story of Lou Gehrig.

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